Sunday, March 28, 2010

I slept for 3 hours last night, and then took a 4 hour nap. So.. Ive had seven hours since Wednesday night. I've emptied the tivo out so I tivo'd a bunch of cooking shows., If I can't eat, I might as well sit in bed , unable to sleep and cry about the good old days where food had a taste,

I made cornish game hens stuffed with onions and garlic, and roasted potatoes, deviled eggs, and stuffing. Jonas and Jason seemed to enjoy it. I ate... oh wait. A cup of tea. I'm trying to remember WHAT I had today but I think it was nothing but a latte. Oh I had half of Jonas' sausage mcgriddle. Maybe I'll try and eat an egg and pray my stomach doesn't try to kill me.

I went to a thrift store and bought a bunch of books since they were half off. I got a few Stephen King books, some Nicholas parks, and Harry Potter, and 2 sweaters for $9. yay.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Since October, I haven't been able to taste anything correctly.
Everything just taste... bad
I had a bite of a snickers today and it actually BURNED my mouth. I had to rinse it out to make it stop.


Also, saw the Eye Dr and Lady Dr. No infections. Neither knows what's wrong.
My diet stalled, so I had an off day yesterday, which was still not much to eat. I had some ramen noodles, grits and a chicken sandwich.

I woke up this morning in so much pain I couldnt even go pee. I just laid in bed and cried until i went back to sleep.

Someone pissed me off the other day and told me I was anorexic.
I don't think thats true. I'm not obsessing with food. I'm just NOT HUNGRY. I am forcing myself to eat. It pissed me off pretty bad, but I don't think a loss of appetite = anorexia. I could be wrong, but blah.

I'm going to drop carbs for awhile and see if that helps my pain. If low carbs doesn't help I'm going to try and drop all gluten.

I hate this.